When I was a kid

I’ve always dreamed about having super powers as a kid.  I wanted to be able to spontaneously heal on command.  I wanted to instantly teleport my lover when I was 10.

Today I know I am on the precipice of spiritual super powers as I continue to awaken.  I am filled up with purpose and a guiding light that gives me downloads everyday.  I am raising my vibration and I know I will be able to perceive things of the spirit more closely.

I have raised my vibration and shifted my reality in the 3D sufficiently enough to effect a very big event in my life - I have a life changing announcement I will post about at a later date.

When I remember, I try to the best of my ability to act on my highest passion in all facets of my life.  As I understand it excitement is your higher self speaking to you, YES... this is what I want you to do!  It’s a voice that speaks quietly in your own mind.  I am learning more about it every day.  For many years I ignored it, I insisted I knew better.

I try to stay in the moment and be aware of my mental state as well as be sensitive to others.  I am beginning to clear my energy and my perceptions.  It feels freeing.  

My natural state is quite dense and cranky.

Last night after work I noticed I lost my spark and must have let the day wear me down - I decided to turn in early.  I understand a lot of spiritual things happen internally in your sleep between your higher mind and your physical mind.  Although I set my intention to lucidly dream (meaning waking up within my dream knowing its a dream) I am not experiencing, or it is not my time yet.

The formula further states to remain in a positive state no matter the outcome with no insistence of how it turns out.  There’s always something to learn from every situation.

Two weekends ago I attended the Conscious Life Expo in Los Angeles to see Darryl Anka, a channel for Bashar: a spiritual leader I learn from. Up to, during, and post show I was in a crummy mood. After self examination, I know I am susceptible to fear of the unknown when attending events and my lesson to learn is to stay in a positive state regardless of how difficult things can be. I am glad I followed though even though the darkness was enticing me with all the reasons not to go laced with ideations of suicide.